AHHHHHHHH!

To much to do, I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off. My husband is in Buffalo so I am trying to get all of this stuff done in Rochester on my own and I am going nuts. I can get this done, I can get this done. It's like my mantra now, god.

At least its almost over!

Apartment

So we have an apartment happy happy. It's about 3 blocks away from where we used to live and I love it. This weekend is going to be hectic because we are going to be runing all of the place. Hopeful everything will go well otherwise we will have to miss gaming, sadness. Wish us luck everyone!

Moving Day

We've got 9 more days until we are moved out of the house and believe me I can't wait. Dave's job is going really well and he already is being moved to a better position at work, YIPPIE. Soon I will be able to cuddle up on my own couch with my own TV and play my video games when ever I want. Things are so good, soon so soon.

Midland was great I did a lot of running around which was fun and I was very proud of my self. I climbed a huge cliff by like clinging to trees and roots it was hard but so cool.

Verse

Soft taping of hard keys
Low voices speaking loud words
Little boxs holding big worlds
This is the nature of a call center

Rain

It looks like it is going to rain today, I love rain. I wish I was at home wrapped in a warm blanket with a book instead I am here at work. Fall is my favorite time of the year, the leaves, the smell of chimney smoke, and the small bite of cold in the air. I some how fell closer to the earth in autumn I don't know why. I miss enjoying the weather feeling the day I have no time to do that stuff anymore.

I miss Dave this would be a great day to snuggle up with him on the couch and watch movies. I hope he is ok he was sick last week. I can't wait until next month when I can be with him again in our own apartment.

Wild Weekend

This weekend was a busy one I had gaming and then I hung out with my friend who I have not seen for 6 months. I drove around so much I felt like my butt was stuck to the seat.

Things are so hectic, I'm so happy about all the changes happing in my life but I am so tired from the last 2 years of stress. Sometimes I fell like crying I'm so tired; everything is so close to being better but there is still so much I have to get through to get there. The way that my life always goes is making me nervous too. When ever something good happens something bad happens to plug up the works, I just hope that this goes smoothly or at least with only a small amount of bumps.

Starting Day

Today is Dave's first day at work and I am excited and nervous. I want so badly for everything to go well for him. I applied for a new schedule at work and it looks good that I might just get it. Things are just looking better at better for us. Mind you I don't want to get all excited and then have everything fall to pieces but I can't help but be a little hopeful. Yippee!!!!!!

On Saturday I am hanging out with my friends for gaming then on Sunday I am hanging out with my friend Harmony who I have been missing a lot. So it is looking like my weekend is going to be a none stop thrill ride.

Dave's Job!

DAVE HAS A JOB!!!!!!!!! He starts tomorrow, his schedule is 11:00pm till 6:00am. I am so happy I could just job for joy. I love Dave don't get me wrong but this last year and a half have been painful. Him being out of work obsessing about everything, living with my parents who are great to visit but not to live with, and trying to make my money stretch for all the bills has been so hard. YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!! I'm only going to be able to see him on weekends at our gaming group but it's only for a month I can handle that. I can feel my life is turning around MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Oops wrong sound effect.

Baby Crazy

I have been thinking about babies’ a lot lately, I think I am driving my husband nuts. I ask him about names all the time and what he thinks they will look like and act like. He wants me to wait until after I lose weight and get more on schedule but it is driving me nuts. Every time I see a baby I want to play with it, hug it, and giggle with it. It fells like my heart is braking when I see a pregnant women and I see a lot because I work in a call center, and if you have ever worked in a call center you know what I mean. It’s like they drug the water with fertility drugs for god sack.
I have a friend that has a baby and when he was younger he would let me hold him. I used to worry that my friend was annoyed that I wanted to hold him all the time. Now he is older and I think he might be a little scared of me which is understandable since I only see him once and awhile, but I am still sad. I don't know how much longer I can hold out on this baby crazy need, my husband just may have to get used to the idea of a chubby pregnant wife.

The First

So this is my first post on this site and I am thrilled. My work cut of my ability to post on live journal so this is my next choice. This blog is going to be about my life as I am trully starting it.