Tuesday, October 09, 2012

In My Head

I still feel overwhelmed sometimes like I just can't get a hold of what's going on around me.  I don't want to feel like I am messed up in the head but I don't know how to fix it.  Normally I feel like I am pretty good at dealing with where my head is at but for once I feel out of control.  

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  1. Anonymous12:36 PM

    Catanya, I used to read your posts over at PolyPerx. It sounds like you might have complicated grief. This happened to me after my stepson died ... still happens. You need counseling and possibly medication to fix it. Time will also fix it, but if you've been low and not able to pull yourself up since you lost your baby, you really should seek a grief support group or a counselor. Hugs from Heidel/Soldia

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  2. I have been thinking the same thing, I have just been having a hard time making myself believe it. All my life I have been so good at dealing with my problems and working them out in my head but lately I just cant seem to manage it. I know its time to get some help I just need to make myself ok with it. I feel like a failure for not being able to do it myself, I know I'm not but I just cant get my body to believe it. Thanks for the kind words it really helps me feel like I am not alone in this.

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